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January 20, 2003
Rob Dream
Last night I had a long dream which was mostly just me talking to my old friend and coworker Rob. I can't remember why he ended up coming over, but it wasn't planned. We had a good time talking and reminiscing. We agreed to go to the 3rd St. Promenade to walk around and talk. When I awoke, I immediately felt the meaning of the dream. It was just a reminder of the people I don't see or talk to as much. A reminder that I need to make an effort to keep better contact with them.I find that I often look for answers as dualities. But, frequently, answers are much more complex. For example, one might reason that the human condition is a struggle for acceptance. The duality being alienation vs. acceptance. But more complex themes can also be layered on that simple duality. There's the search for reason, the problem of mortality and our desire to leave our mark in the short time we have. Being overly idealistic, one might think that the most fulfilling life would be one in which every waking moment would be spent in seeking these answers, and improving oneself. Obviously this is unrealistic. People need to work to make money to feed themselves. So, where can we find meaning in these moments that do not appear to further us as individuals. These moments where we are just doing something for survival? I think the answer is in how we interact with others during those moments. There is a meaning, a purpose found in interaction with others. Not just any interaction, but the type of interaction that furthers yourself or others. Sometimes just listening to others can improve their moment. Often, it improves yours. It gives meaning to the moments. We (read I), often forget this importance as I'm thinking about all the unimportant things I have to do, which seem so important. I often feel bothered when a friend calls while I'm doing some scheduled activity that I have to get done. This is a personal flaw in priorities. People are what matter. That is a holistic decision that must be internalized for it to really become an active part of who you are, that instinctively influences your decisions and feelings. I'm making that choice. Lets hope I can internalize and stick to it.
Posted by wonko at January 20, 2003 09:00 AM
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